You notice the gratuitous hatred and animosity of many surrounding your every step, regardless of the extent of your efforts for the common good or, more precisely, the direct measure of the benefit you bring to people and causes.
You have renounced more of the comforts of the human condition than most of those who observe you could ever comprehend. Yet, instead of earning respect and admiration for your meritorious actions, you are met with suspicion and ill will, as if you were constantly concealing some unworthy intention.
Often, a sense of spiritual suffocation makes you feel as though your soul is being strangled, even while you provide vital nourishment to countless hearts.
The resulting emotional and energetic strain mounts, and you fear you cannot endure it much longer.
Perhaps, you reflect, the death of your physical body will charitably spare you the fate of spending year after year, decade after decade, in a state of constant overload, with no end to your ministry in sight.
You do acknowledge, of course, that it is an honor to dedicate yourself to “the one thing that matters”¹, in the words of our Master and Lord, Jesus. Yet, despite your inherent psychological strength and character, you fear you may not withstand such a long and arduous journey, one that has spanned your life since youth.
Consider, however, my friend, that your commitment as an agent of enlightenment and consolation, amidst various forms of conflict, is of paramount importance. Indeed, we can assure you: remaining alive and active at the post of service to which Divine Wisdom has assigned you constitutes, in itself, a magnificent triumph. Thus, rather than seeking to expand a task that already weighs upon the shoulders of your devoted spirit, undertake the project of becoming a surviving herald and vanguard of a new era of universal fellowship and prosperity, within a world still permeated by widespread chaos and anguish, while reflecting, to the best of your ability, the Light you know comes from Above to your brothers and sisters in humanity.
Furthermore, rest assured that everything truly necessary for overcoming your current circumstances and accomplishing the work entrusted to you will be provided, at the right moment and inevitably.
Finally, remain convinced that if, one day, the burden of your devotional efforts becomes too great for your evolutionary stage, the angel of mercy will liberate you from the dimension of shadows, carrying your spirit back to the Planes of Good from whence you came.
Benjamin Teixeira de Aguiar (medium)
Eugênia-Aspásia (Spirit)
Recife, May 17, 2026
1. Luke 10:41-42.